WHERE DID I COME FROM?
When I decided to let myself break up to pieces so I could start to raise myself again, body as if two reality in the world. Body life as my identity
in principle conscious, happy, bright, gentle, loving self who believes even impossible. At the same time, alongside it, passed another reality, with an inner one my light could not shine. In reality, I was small and weak, below the others, unable to make wise decisions for myself.
This world of harmful beliefs was torn apart my psyche: en could not understand in any way how can i know i am strong and capable anywhere and at the same time experience that I can’t do anything. The only option was to step on the fire test and see what 's left when the flames of change burn everything unreal as they go.
26v. child in a woman's body
Entrepreneur, but not realized I was your boss or even an employee!
No contact with my body or to my emotions, my perspective basically dissociated
Background factors of my state of mind and the colorers of my inner speech were usually shame, pushing, frustration and / or overwhelm
Dissatisfied with my own performance, shame for not doing it
Often stuck in survival in a pit of survival where all doing or even communicating feels overwhelming
Knowledge of what and where I would like to be "big" as well as faith in achieving it, but no knowledge of how to transcend the present and future gap crack
Cash flow inward very irregular, the skill of receiving lost
(Coming soon) Read more about the beliefs I violated and the patterns of behavior I broke up.